Tuesday 25 May 2010

I feel my life is so crappy. It's revolving about the words "suddenly" and "something".

Everything just seems to happen so suddenly.
Suddenly, I feel so empty.
Suddenly, I feel the great distance.
Suddenly, I don't feel like talking.
Suddenly, I cannot talk.
Suddenly, I feel like I sort of become invisible to others.
Suddenly, I just feel like listening to music and not do anything in a closed room.
Suddenly, I don't seem to be able to walk into others world.
Suddenly, I just feel so emo.

Something seems to be out there, controlling me.
Something tells me before I even did anything, it will never start.
Something tells me I'm walking back that dark path.
Something tells me the world is moving on, leaving me alone in time.
Something tells me I'm more worse off than HL.
Something tells me I did something wrong before, but I don't know what.
Something tells me if I try to make up for it, it's going to get worse.
Something tells me I should use this song to depict my scenario.

Song title: 没那么简单

没那么简单
就能找到聊得来的伴
尤其是在看过了那么多的背叛
总是不安 只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那么简单
就能 去爱别的全不看
变得实际也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单一久也习惯
不用担心谁也不用被谁管

感 觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话随便听一听
自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一 杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上关上了手机
舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那么容易
每 个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪
轰轰烈烈不如平静

幸福没有那么容易
才 会特别让人着迷
什么都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心
所以最开心曾经

没那么简单
就能 去爱别的全不看
变得实际也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单一久也习惯
不用担心谁也不用被谁管

感 觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话随便听一听
自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一 杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上关上了手机
舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那么容易
每 个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪
轰轰烈烈不如平静

幸福没有那么容易
才 会特别让人着迷
什么都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心
所以最开心曾经

想念最伤心
但却最动心的记忆

This song is in my mixpod. You might want to listen to it. Enjoy. :)

Somehow, I feel that this blog is doing me a favour by allowing me to throw my unhappiness here. That's it, exam is somewhat over, leaving 1 physics MCQ paper tomorrow. BYE~~