Mid years are finally over! But that's just the beginning of the battle.....
Played pool and arcade with the unwind group yesterday. It's been awhile since we really loosened up, damn shiok!
Sigh~what I foresaw a few months back seems to have come true today. It's so weird. I never think about anyone for quite a few months, then suddenly, when studying for mid years, she just appears in my mind. Few months ago, I had a few dreams about her somemore, these dreams seem to have told me what will happen, and it seems that it did. Who she is is not important, what is important is what has not begun will never begin, things shall be kept the way they are now, perhaps, we will meet again in future, some time, some place.
I saw this in a manga. "Once you are preoccupied, your sword will not be true. See everything in its entirety, effortlessly. That is what is meant by truly 'see'." Perhaps, what I presume above never really happened, all is but an illusion. But I don't know. All that I can do now is to try to truly 'see' things. Somehow, I may be 18 this year but my mind is still as narrow as that of a 3 year old. I think I have to practice looking at things from other points. My personal viewpoints now are what that make me feel so emotional about things.
Listening to Secondhand Serenade just makes me feel so emo.
I don't know who's reading my blog nowadays, do post a tag if you drop by. :)
Rotting away at home now......waiting to catch up with old friends......quite soon I supposed. Bye~~~
"You never know what will happen tomorrow......"
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