Thursday, December 31, 2009

Thursday 31 December 2009

Today's New Year Eve! yea, in just a few hours time, 2009 will just end......many things that happened will be remained as just memories, whether good or bad......looking back, many things happened this year and for the first time, I had so much feelings in myself: anger, envy, happy, sad, confused, insanity, love, etc. What's supposed to pass has passed.

2010 will commence, very soon, a brand new year awaits for us! Like a phoenix, no matter how much we have experienced this year, 1/1/2010 will be the day of our rebirth, as a new powerful soul to face new challenges next year. Yeah, most of my friends in JC will face the all-feared A levels as much as I do and that's the challenge for us, for others, well, I don't know much about polys but there'll be challenges you'll definitely faced. Hereby wishing all of us to pass 2010 scathed but alive, to be greater matured after what will happen and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

A story for all: The Oyster by Anonymous

There once was an oyster
Whose story I tell
Who found that some sand
Had got into his shell.
It was only a grain,
But it gave him great pain.
For oysters have feelings
Although they're so plain.

Now, did he berate
The harsh workings of fate
That had brought him
To such a deplorable state?
Did he curse at the government,
Cry for election,
And claim that the sea should
Have given him protection?

No-he said to himself
As he lay on a shell
Since I cannot remove it,
I shall try to improve it.
Now the years have rolled around,
As the years always do,
And he came to his ultimate
Destiny-stew.

And the small grain of sand
That bothered him so
Was a beautiful pearl
All richly aglow.
Now the tale has a moral;
For isn't it grand
What an oyster can do
With a morsel of sand?

What couldn't we do
If we'd only begin
With some of the things
That get under our skin.

Inspiring? Haha, yea, I know, it is a story told to me by my Pri 6 teacher before PSLE after all.

Oh yes yes, before I forget, this is something that I should have done earlier. Thank you for all of you that have walked me through this treacherous year, be it to share with me the happiness, sadness, anger and everything that happened and vice versa, be it you are a friend or foe, from the beginning of 0000 hrs of 1/1/2010, all of you will be friends of mine.

Yea, that's about it for the day. I think this is the best post? Lolx, anyways, I'm going to watch the countdown concert for Taiwan, so good night and have a really happy, healthy, fun new year!

PS: This is the 42nd post :D

Monday, December 28, 2009

Sunday 27 December 2009

Today's my birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself!!! XD
Sadly, I think I'm kinda losing my memory already. Will need to do some meditation and start revising soon! Oh and today's just another loving day lolx....

Sigh~~~tired....sleep....

~Rest is all I need...~

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Thursday 24 December 2009

Hmm...'ve been awhile since I last blogged.

Yea, monday was still a great day since it's a party! though I didn't really get to play much games :( Zz, kanna denied by Ernest again! Hmm....but come to think of it....I don't look as if I'm joking? Then my acting skills must have improved la XD Opps...forgot to say sorry for those that I didn't prepare present and/or card for...paiseh....card I just remembered to do it on that day, no time to complete all and presents, some I forgot, some I didn't know were coming....

Tuesday don't know why I emo whole day and never do a piece of work=.=

Wednesday went to the boring Singapore Art Museum. Then I bought a new book! YAY!

Today is Christmas Eve! And I'm going to shop later >.< finally get to buy new clothes and shoes XD

LALALA~~~ So happy today >.<

Bye for now Xd

~Relationship is like holding a pile of sand in your hand......~

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Tuesday 22 December 2009

I hate this......

~The truth is never the truth unless proven.....Hence, ignorance is still bliss......~

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Saturday 19 December 2009

Hi people! It's been awhile since I blogged. Something special for the day since I don't feel like making my blog become my diary XD

I was reading SKV's blog today and what he posted did set me to think. A summarised version of the story that he posted: Never be just a wealthy man, be a man with a wealthy life. The phrase is self-explanatory so I won't spend time explaining here. Something else tells me that I should put this on my blog. It's about talking to a wise man. This is actually to reply SKV. XD

I heard this from a Taiwanese celebrity known as Zhao Shu Hai. He said this to the youngsters on a show: You should read a book that can match your level of maturity. In fact, just like SKV, most of us would like someone to appear in our life to enlighten us and guide us on our next step of life. But in fact, I have found what we are really seeking for. However, sadly to people like SKV who doesn't like to read Chinese books, it may be a problem. Our answer lies in the 4 Great Saints of Ancient China (or so I just name them as such). They are actually just Kong Zi, Meng Zi, Lao Zi and Mo Zi. (if i remember them correctly la) They are the wise men that what I feel are who SKV seeks for. I saw this book during the popular book fair recently. I forgot the title but the book actually tells us about life...myself, reading the chapters' title alone enlightens me greatly but it does not just enlighten us, it actually guides us in life. Oh, I'm so gonna buy this book tomorrow. Last year, I was rather cheena la..so to speak. I sort of liked these ancient stuffs. But, my level of maturity tells me that what the books I bought can only enlighten me but never guide me. After seeing this book, my mindset changed greatly. Saints are indeed saints afterall, no comment.

Lolx, after typing all these, I actually find myself to have my ideas slightly disconnected or maybe it is worse. But anyway, the idea is there. A rule of my life: I don't care how you think about me or my work, but if what you think is expressed to me in a constructive manner, it'll be wrong for me to jack you.

So...that's about it for the day....tomorrow's gonna cycle!! YAY! Exercise for the greater good XD

~Live a colorful life rather than just be a colorful shell...~

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Wednesday 16 December 2009

Today is once again a sian 1/2 day. Go for CCA, look here look there, move here move there, do nothing much at all=.= wasted $12 on Ajisen Ramen because I don't think it's worth the cost...then after CCA, did 2 gaseous state qns=.= and something better for the day, talking to SKV, MY and FAC! Oh yes, I nearly forgot....when going home, the bus door cannot close and then wasted me of about 15 min there sitting and listening to music=.=

Haizz~~~but the good thing is tomorrow's the Vs outing!!! :D Gonna talk a lot la...it's been awhile since we all talked XD

That's it for now la......x'mas party is still a problem....and I don't feel like saying too much here and now...so...good night my friends....

~Life is so full of truth and false, yet we are always having a hard time to distinguish them...~

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Tuesday 15 December 2009

Today is yet another sian 1/2 day. Firstly, go to school for cca then know that today no cca =.= Secondly, reached home, do nothing but read manga and napped abit =.= Thirdly, planning the x'mas party......this cannot that cannot, jialat la...hope things can be finalised soon...

Sigh~~~tomorrow got cca but got the Vs to accompany me while they study in sch :D that's great :)

That's it for today, don't feel like talking for some reasons=.=

~Suffer another 10 months, enjoy life for the next 30 years...~

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Sunday 13 December 2009

Today I have decided to blog because I saw something today while on boat patrol. It is a fishing net. This fishing net was cunningly hidden due to the weight of the fish caught in it, but it was fortunately discovered due to a plastic bag that was stucked in a big branch which is in turn caught by the net. This fishing net however has killed 2 fish that it caught. In actual fact, it caught a number of fish, about 20. I wondered who will be so cruel to leave the net there? According to what Eugene has told us, the illegal fisherman must have swam across to lay the net when the PUB is making the tide there low. It may also be possible that some fisherman's net was carelessly or accidentally dropped into the water as they were about to leave after a day's fishing. For the first time in my life, I actually see beings on the verge of death. As I was thinking if this form of action is morally accepted in the society, it came to my awareness fish we eat are most probably caught in the same manner. But I feel that legal fishermen will not leave their nets like this. This illegal catching is by all means, a form of inhumanity to me. But these are just my personal opinions. How do others feel about this? People may feel pity about it, but they take no action. As quoted of Ms Zeenat, they are the NATOs. I think WWS is a very beneficial society to our environment. Though its main purpose is to clean the waters of the rivers, there are external benefits to the creatures in the water. I feel that through WWS, I'm doing the good. :D

Anyway, I'm not publicizing for WWS, but I think we should do our part in conserving our environment.

Sigh~~~SKV will be back in 2 days time, that's so long away....

That's all folks :D

~Enjoying every moment of life :D~

Friday, December 11, 2009

Friday 11 December 2009

Today is the return of the LVs and FVs :D To them: Welcome back sir and ma'am. (Philipino accent) Today I didn't go to the airport to fetch them because the HK one, I woke up late. The HCM one, the Vs don't want to go. Zz But, anyway, I've postponed the welcome back meal to tuesday or wednesday depending on SKV's time of return and his energy level that day. :D These few days I have been slacking all the way =.= Better buck up from tomorrow onwards and sleep earlier from today onwards. LALALA~~~ living life as peaceful as always. So long people, will blog again in after the welcome meal I guess.

~When things don't go your way, do not complain...~

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Tuesday 8 December 2009

It's been awhile since I blogged. DBS and NBA went well XD Went on boat patrol on Sunday and omg, there is some filming on how we do our stuffs...Went to Aunt Betty's house for BBQ after that at about 6 or 7pm. Nice food and absorbed a lot of different information from the adults. As usual, their dog Milky is so cute and protective of the house :D and of course a glutton XD Clifton and Natalie were adorable as well but their behavior give me a hunch that unless they make a change, they might become gangster-like. The other cousins went over to their neighbor's house to play, leaving me alone T.T no la, joking only XD I enjoyed swinging though haha :D

Yesterday SMU failed but IMF was a success. Yesterday, I got a feeling over something, true or not, good or bad, I don't know. Oh yes, SKV was online yesterday but I didn't see him, he merely left a msg on my tagboard, oh well it's fine XD But this 2 days, I'm starting to miss the people already. Did a bit of chemistry, played a bit, read a bit of manga and I'm super bored...Haizz, should I go to my Aunt's house tomorrow or stay at home to study, I'm still thinking about it...

That's it for today, time to sleep soon, haizz~~~

~I think I have fallen once more...~

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Saturday 5 December 2009

Today I went out the FVs, Lv and Reginald for a farewell lunch at Long John's =.= We went to the newly opened 313 at somerset, nice place, but not all shops are opened yet. The ladies did their shopping while the guys just followed since we are either not willing or not able to purchase our own clothes XD Shopping with the ladies is interesting, you get to see how they are fascinated by small things such as colors of hairbands and how long they take to shop till they are tired :D. Left Takashimaya at about 6? I fell asleep on the train lolx....guessed I used too much chemical potential energy to fight the coldness...now I'm waiting for the NBA meeting and some games....

Yesterday Boon Han told me to see a classmate's blog. For the first time in front of LV, I scolded 3 F*** after reading it...This blogger is extremely immature (I'm being polite here though I didn't want to). Firstly, she thinks that she is the world's smartest person. Sorry for me being slightly crude here. I feel like spitting at her!!! I really feel like daring her to not study next year. Secondly, she's thinks that she's a perfect being. I feel like slapping her face lor!!! Thirdly, she has no respect for the school, calling the school stupid and that supplementary lessons do not benefit students. I feel like telling her that if you think that lessons are not important, please please do not study and waste our resources and time. She's not even worth to be called anything at all. She's a total disgrace of our society. We tried to group her into something but we feel that her presence in any group is an ultimate disgrace to others in the group. She's flying tomorrow and I seriously hope that her plane will crash. At her funeral, many people will come...only to confirm her death...

I shall make this promise that I will beat her in every test and exam next year, failure to do so, I'll treat the 6 versions a drink/meal (depending on my savings then) of their choice each. For the first time, pardon me, FUCK!!!! That's it, I'm so freaking pissed after reading her blog once more...so now, I'm going to relax myself...

~KNN, why is there such a disgraceful person on Earth?~

Friday, December 4, 2009

Friday 4 December 2009

Today is a super duper boring day...All I did was click here click there...Played abit...planned with my about tomorrow's farewell lunch...and a qn on AS....and of coz eat...As you can see, I procrastinated once more...but I spent time today to change my schedule...starting tmr with GP, I'll start studying...my schedule tells me that roughly in 2 weeks time I can complete all my holiday homework, provided I don't procrastinate again...

Tomorrow I'm going to 313, according to my, it's newly opened...since I'm there, rather than just the farewell lunch, I'll do some exploration XD

I realised today that I cannot study alone =.= last time I could, now I can't....darn...starting to miss 1s18 already la...As what I have told my, we should perhaps study together after the GCE people come back XD

Anyway, today is just a super sian day...looking left, looking right, I don't know what to do now...but bye :D

~Once bitten, twice shy...~

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Thursday 3 December 2009

Today woke up at 9am...thanks to Shannon's reply... I must say that DSA has officially failed....I was wondering how come he wasn't shocked, I think he guessed something like this will happen? =.= but oh well doesn't matter...SEAB almost failed today too...just when we thought that Ly's going to check in, her flight was delayed and the teachers said that they will meet at 8pm, she came back to Popeye's...phew...luckily we did not send out yet...then...she had to go and we sms her on the count of 30... she's quite retarded...we wanted her to look at her handphone but she didn't=.= oh well...farewell to SKV and Aunty Ly... Made friends with Peter Koh :) a fun person to be with....

I was thinking on the way back what to blog today...then I decided to revolve about the phrase: 知己知彼,百战百胜. In layman's term, it just means perfect information allows you to win every war. This was a phrase introduced to me when I was in Sec 1...then I thought it was nothing...but now...I think it is greatly important...I think...in no matter what aspects of our life, we need to know what we are capable of and what others have in them...Academically, say A levels... I need to know where we are weak in and work on it...but simultaneously, I need to know what possible questions are coming out, then can I score well....in friendships, I need to know what information I have...at the same time...I need to know what my friends are thinking and what they really want in order to be good friends...in love, I need to know how much I love her and how can I love her...yet...at the same time...I need to know what's she's thinking, feeling and what she really wants in order to maintain a strong relationship... As you can see information on whatever you do is really important...however, as taught in econs, perfect info is hardly possible, which acts a barrier to maintain excellent academic results, strong friendships and strong relationship with the other half...Academic wise...no wonder the teachers always say practice makes perfect...we need to expand our scope of the various questions and know how to tackle them with the content taught...

Anyways, my mind isn't functioning properly now and I don't know how to continue XD Darn...I'm not in the right state to start my revision...I procrastinated today...hopefully my mind is fresh tomorrow and I can start on my revision on this year's work including the supplementary lessons...Oh...I need to make amendments to my schedule....

It's about time to play with QY but I'll take a break till 10.15 pm......So......bye for now :)

~The secret lies within...the secret will slowly be revealed...~

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Wednesday 2 December 2009

Today is the official last day of school!!! However, it is the day of separation :( SKV, LV, FAC, Hui Ling, Jacinthe, Jocelyn and Eileen are now 2s16....and OMG!!!! Ms Khiew Shi Hui, my S*STAR i/c is our CT and chem tutor...holy...I'm going to see her on every school day...during assembly, chem lessons, cca and even CT period!!!!! I just realised from the start of my JC1 I have been under her=.= be it for greenwave (oh btw, we got COP....but the prize of a notebook is quite nice and I'm happy about it), or for orientation camp stuffs=.= what a fated person in my life=.= but nvm, hopefully, she's a good teacher if not next year I'll die....Oh btw, I realise she by heart a lot of stuffs and then regurgitate them before producing an answer, so hopefully, it will be fine....MY, Sarah, Vivien and Reginald are now in 2s17 (i'm not sure if there's more)....Ly and Ernest will be in 2s18 (not sure if there's more too)...and my poor PW leader is in 2s19...oh...so sad...but dun worry, we will greet u with a smack on your head every morning XD

According to LV, the pioneers of the versions are still together, including Nina....the later member i.e JZ aka FUV will no longer be known as FUV since he's in another class unless he calls us by our versions...

Anyway, 2010 will be the torturous year for all of the JC2 students....but a quote from the JC2 YH: suffer for the next 10 months and you'll enjoy for the next 30 years. Indeed, I think it's true...oh btw, she is an econs tutor if I'm not wrong...I'm motivated by her words today and I actually came up with a schedule of what to do during the holidays :) ...only to be screwed by CCA and OGL....anyway I must not procrastinate from tomorrow onwards...if not...I think I may not make it...NEVER say the most sorryish words (eg if only) A quote from someone (I forgot who): Time takes the toll on the very best of us. Looks like I really have to managed my time well since I'm going to be quite busy the next year if not halfway I'll crumble...anyway I have planned my stuffs nicely and I don't wish to be overly hardworking this holiday as I still need to rest too XD Hopefully nothing will change my schedule....

It seems the time has come to say goodbye to 1s18...and the old me...

Goodbye....a bit sad but it's fine, I am mentally prepared for this day to come :)

That's it for today...waiting for the versions to come back for games :)

~We must do what we have not done to obtain what we have not achieved...~

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Tuesday 1 December 2009

Today is the 1st day of December 2009!!!! Yet, I'm super sian today...Morning was late for school again but not recorded, that's good....then a dry lecture on text analysis for GP, it's important so I was able to keep myself awake... followed by a breakfast at the nearby kopitiam, ate roti prata, yummy XD Went back school to play cheat and monopoly...a lot of joy and laughter :) but...it was followed by econs lecture=.= a dry lecture on AD, AS and equilibrium, nearly dozed off ...but after that, went to canteen and did some homework with MY, JZ, SKV and Ly...do until sian, sit there stone... haiz...it's a lazy tuesday for me...i wonder if there's any games today though...

After talking to SKV and MY today, I suddenly felt that our class might not be split as most of us are promoted...and it is possible that the school has realised that splitting the class up may not be a very good option to help the students....

Sigh~~~hopefully we don't split but if we split, we are still 1s18`09 aren't we? Nevertheless, I'll be quite lonely in Singapore when the GCE people and SKV leave Singapore T.T Never mind...I'll await for your returns while I complete my holiday assignments XD I realised this is the first time that I so so want to be with the class......Ever changing eh?

Anyway, that's it for the day, I'm bored now and I don't know what to do...

~Friends forever...~

Monday, November 30, 2009

Monday 30 November 2009

Today is a nice day :) Firstly, I didn't fall asleep during econs lecture and physics lessons even though I only slept for a pathetic 5 hrs :) Secondly, the splitting of classes is not out yet...so the class will still remain as it is now :) Thirdly, I had fun during monopoly today XD JZ owed bank $3900, Sarah had $3006 in hand, I had $3779 in hand and the richest of all is Shannon, with $5000++ lolx the monopoly today is one of the most extreme type ever I saw, 2 routes full of hotels=.= After the game, I did some homework in the canteen while waiting for Shannon to talk XD but sadly, we were too tired and decided to go home... and here I am, blogging XD Oh ya, on the way home, I was dozing off and I fell off my chair...I must say my reflexes saved me...

Tomorrow there's no math lecture ^^ and there's a 3 hr break after GP b4 econs...YAY!!!

Anyway, that's it for the day...strangely, I'm just too tired to narrate every of the funny things that happened during monopoly...

Thus...ADIOS ~~

~I believe it's an I....but what if....~

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Sunday 29 November 2009

These two days...I have been rotting away...but I got a new pair of slippers :) Quite happy about it XD But...sigh...I super duper bored now so I decided to blog after doing some physics tutorial on current=.= something done in pure physics and I need to go through it again=.= Oh!!! I just received the merit bursary yesterday :) It's been awhile since I received it, thus you can see that competition in Chung Cheng is high XD Yay, got $400 to spend? LOL...but need to wait for a long long time till 1st or 2nd wk of Jan 2010, by then school has reopened...=.=

According to MY, our class will spilt tomorrow...T.T will be missing those that won't be in the same class as me next year...I can confirm that that person, LV, SKV, Nina, Jocelyn, Jacinthe and Hui Ling are most probably to be in the same class as me next year....MY, Reginald and Vivian have a lower chance and the rest...most probably not from what I can foresee...but oh while, that's life and all is fated, I'll accept it :) Oh...sadly, SKV, Nina and Sarah are game facils for next year orientation camp... they have an easier job but they don't like the feeling of being game facils...

December is no longer a holiday to me this year...I have to do holiday homework as usual, go wws, do CCA stuffs and go for OGL meetings, a lot to do it seems, but hopefully if I don't procrastinate, I can still enjoy my holiday :)

Oh yea, next week my family gonna have a BBQ ^_^ quite happy about it. Strangely, I am concerned about family bonding now...

Anyway, that's it for the day :)

~Why...~

Friday, November 27, 2009

Friday 27 November 2009

Today went to T1 with MY, Ly, SKV an LV. Lots of laughter and joy as usual. I wanted to buy a pair of sandals/slippers and hopefully a pair of sneakers there but nothing caught my eyes. Tomorrow I'll get 1 before I go to JZ's house for mahjong (hopefully there is mahjong). Had dinner at ThaiExpress. Curry is nice but after the vege's flavour got into the curry...it's no longer that nice. Oh, wanted to go arcade to play but then the one SKV wanted to play wasn't in operation. Zzz no chance to play XD Bought some pens and a nice diary :) Had yogurt at Frolicks. Not bad la...... Oh...Ly has a new name now: aunty!!! LOL. Of course, how can I forget this? I finally know the not so logical logic behind the games such as Bang Bang, Meh Meh and Fuzzy Wazzy.

Reached home and wanted to ask a friend to console another friend who is retaining but he dum bo siao and then started scolding ppl...sibei sian now...

Looking left looking right...super bored now...waiting for LV to pack finish his stuffs.

Oh ya...JZ is now named as FUV if he's going to call us LV, SV, SKV and FV...

Lolx while waiting for the gamers to be ready, I'll go read some manga XD

~Live and let live...~

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Thursday 26 November 2009

Today had the H2 lectures...I was amazed that I could actually hold my consciousness throughout the lectures...Did some integration and organic chem today... Had lunch at KFC, zinger meal is nice :)... Played some card games...Lots of laughters and joy...Oh...and I finally went back to reading Twilight coz I was super bored...

One thing I noted today...I wasn't pissed off by that person's actions at all lolx...but some things she said I really wished I could give her back the childish title... I think her actions and words really show her immaturity in thoughts, even though she's actually a matured thinker la...I won't go into detail what she did/said coz they are not important.

What's important is what I have noted: I'm not pissed off. Something today tells me that there's no need to be angry over such minor things. Something tells me that I should just forgive and forget what she did/said. As I was thinking about these on the bus, the word forgive reminds me of my sec 4 class, 4 forgiveness. I guess Chung Cheng did inculcate values in me. A quote from LV: Hatred is the only thing that once builds up, is hard to destroy. I think Chung Cheng and throughout my JC1 life, I have really learned to forgive and forget. Though I said that I hated her, I think it's not really hate, perhaps just irritated then, but I feel completely neutral towards her.

My sec 2 class was 2 Justice. The word justice does compliment with what SRJC have been teaching us: know the good, love the good and do the good. This year, I went for voluntary work at WWS. Voluntary work was something that I had never ever wanted to do, but strangely, I seem to be enjoying the work till now.

Also, this year, I spoke less, much much less vulgarities. I was known to be rather vulgar with my group of friends last year just like how SKV did, maybe less la XD I think I have really changed. There's this chinese idiom: Shi(4) bie(2) san(1) ri(4), gua(1) mu(4) xiang(1) kan(4) which means that after 3 days, you will see a great change in the person. I think it's really true. I guess my 4fg friends will think so too.

I think fate really does its job well. Chung Cheng, 2JT, 4FG, SRJC and 1s18, these are places(?) that I am fated to go to and they do shape what I am today. Not forgetting the people I meet there of course :)

Enough of some emotional talks.

Tomorrow's Hari Raya Haji!!! YAY!!! A holiday...can sleep until I happy then wake up XD Oh, according to SKV and MY, tomorrow got some outing at T1 :) I'm gonna get a new pairs of sandals/slippers before I go there tomorrow :)

That's all for today. Now waiting for LV to return and then some games before sleep :)

~Life is just a game of chess...think thrice before you move...~

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Wednesday 25 November

Today was a breeze...though I nearly dozed off during the math lecture...I was glad that CCA ended off like a breeze too, luckily many people went for the Arts appreciation programme :) Oh...and that reminds me that I gotta have OT during my holidays for CCA, darn it=.=

I think that there's some problem with having math lectures...they are so boring and dry unlike others...making me easy to doze off=.=

Played some Big 2 and bridge with skv, jz and ernest....zzz....the bridge rules damn mixed up=.= that reminds me that I gotta check out the rules :)

LALALA~~~Today was just a perfect normal day...nothing special....nothing nice and nothing disastrous...I'm quite happy today :)

~Strange...Strange....Strange...~

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Tuesday 24 November 2009

Today's lecture was chaotic for me....nearly fall asleep=.= but luckily I was still able to catch the important points of the lecture, that's great...Played stress with LV, SKV, MY and Sarah, wah bring back memories...and my skills are still there :) Did some math after that and got stuck...headache and slept for like 40 min...Played some dota with SKV and we owned the AI lolx...Now, waiting for boon to come home for a game and then sleep...I must definitely wake up tmr for some exercise XD

~Maybe we're friends...Maybe we're more...Maybe it's just my imagination...~

Monday, November 23, 2009

Monday 23 November 2009

Today was just a perfectly normal day...but strangely, I still feel so tired=.= At school, did some integration and talking...so zzz today...hopefully will have fun with the guys at games tonight :)

~I think it's...... nothing...~

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Sunday 22 November 2009

Today woke up at 3pm=.= 1st time ever I woke up so late...break record liao la...
Did nth much today, other than playing with the guys and eating...oh dear....I better wake up from lala land and start revision asap...
Tomorrow gonna wake up earlier and do some exercise before I go to school :) Need to slim down and get rid of the irritating eczema...

~There's no rush for anything...Yet, everything seems to make us rush through...~

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Saturday 21 November 2009

CCA camp ended today!!! YAY!!! It was infuriating yet I was happy there. It was boring but it was interesting too. A lot of mixed feelings, but I'm neutral about it......Oh well, I don't think I should stay overnight in school anymore, it hurts my skin=.= now my skin is super itchy, need apply moisturizer until crazy=.= I'm so so tired......

~Strange dream...~

Friday 20 November 2009

Today, after lessons, we went to White Tangerine for a meal, food was nice but I got bored because my friends and I were all split up, thus no one to talk to and nothing to talk to those sitting with me T.T Had CCA camp today, BBQ was nice but I ate a bit only, strangely...SKV, Mei Ying and Nina were in school to discuss about BBQ next thurs :) can't wait XD

Something to digress: I think I hate her already......the feeling turned from infatuation to neutral and now to hate......nevertheless, I'm not going to stop what I want to do because of her......

Argh....1+ already, better sleep, tomorrow still got work to do......

~I don't want to return to the state I was in...~

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Wednesday 18 November 2009

Today had chem and math for lessons. Maclaurin's series ended quickly and it's going to be integration :)
Today we were talking about AH CHA!!! Lolx...Emily's signature move...scan and ah cha...
Lolx...that's the awesome PW mate that I have with me this year, glad to have her in our group :) but we are going to miss her next year because she chose to retain. Not a wrong choice, in fact, it may be better for her life, reinforce her foundation of JC1 topics to a greater base.
Talked a lot of stuffs with LV and SKV during games. Oh...and that reminds me!!! Mei Ying, Nina, Ly and Sarah have become our FVs lolx
Though I have quite a lot of thoughts today, I think I will leave it for a next time. After all, blogging isn't easy when you want to express yourself clearly. Mei Ying also said that my blog posts recently too long...maybe should cut short liao hahax
Anyway, gonna take a break for now...played until 1+ am and brain imba now...can't think properly...XD

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Tuesday 17 November 2009

Today had only econs and chem lecture :) Can understand them all, I feel so glad XD but there was a 3 hrs of free time in between...LV, SKV, Ernest, Mei Ying, Nina, Hui Ling, Jacinthe, Reginald and Eileen went to Kovan for a meal at the White Tangerine but it's not opened :( then had McDonald's Big Breakfast for breakfast of course XD oh ya today's Queesnland Core Skill test was easy, only had problem with the English parts, no flair for literature as much as I enjoy having literature lessons with Mr Lee Er Ke....that's about it for today's journey, not sure if there's going to be any games tonight XD

Time for some reflections of life!!! Today's theme: Change

This was something which I intended to blog about a few days ago but there were some stuffs which are important and I may forget them easily so I blogged those first. Anyway, some will see that the theme is the same as that of Taylor Swift's song in the fearless album. I think this year has been an eventful year for me. I experienced a lot of emotions, be it sad, angry or happy. A lot of things this year changed my thoughts...greatly. Previously, I had never thought so deeply into my life before, my life was just about morning wake up, go sch, play chess, eat, go home, sleep. That's it. Now, my life has become much more injected with life. I must say thanks to 1s18 whether or not you are my friend, an enemy, a joker, an attention-seeker or even that person (though I didn't want to mention), and of course the teachers and oh yes, how can I ever forget Adrian. Without them, I think I'm still living in my own world now, they made me think why I'm in JC. That person told me that I was childish...then, I was still thinking why...now I think I understood it when I thought back and looked at others...

I realised a lot of things just don't go the way you expect it to be, which is what I said before, it's fated. Initially, I was pessimistic about life...but I realised that being pessimistic about life just isn't right because it cannot make things go your way. I'm not saying that being optimistic about life is going to make things go your way but it's just that being optimistic about life can actually greatly reduce the damage dealt back at you when things go the unexpected/unwanted way, which is why, I guess, my good friend wasn't that sad about the result...I've changed my mindset to become an optimistic person...

Last time, I used to emo a lot that many people know when I emo......oh btw, my dear LV, I wasn't emoing today, was simply tired due to lack of sleep!!! Come to think of it, I'm starting to not like people who emo, just like my LV......I think emoing is fine if it's within a day......but not on a daily basis......some people emo a lot but they sometimes choose not to admit it......it gives the impression that you are hiding something...then they will start to guess...and a lot of suspicions...that's bad...

As I was walking back to school after McDonald's, I closed my eyes and I walked because I know that there's nothing in front as I walk...but, once I closed my eyes, a few seconds later, I will tend to open them, tried a few times, same results. I suddenly realised that life is so full of uncertainty, you know that there's no obstacles in front yet, you just don't feel safe, I can't explain this, somehow it got to do with the things that have happened around us...I also concluded that we have been closing our eyes as our life bring us through...we have been wandering aimlessly in our life, in the end, achieving nothing...I sort of realised a life without any aim is not a life...In life, there's something you aim for...without this aim, you can never have this personality or even action...

I don't really know what I'm talking about today...seems so confusing to myself too...but nonetheless, the main points are there, it's up to you on how you think about them...

Perhaps, we should just aim high in life, then can we be what we really are...

I seriously don't know what I'm writing, guessed I'm too tired for all this, I'll take a break now :)

~I don't know...I think...I'm ILL...~

Monday, November 16, 2009

Monday 16 November 2009

Today went back to school for supplementary lessons. To me, it was fine and I paid a lot of attention to the lecturers today. I was super happy when the plot of the crime scene was finally completed, guess it wasn't that bad afterall :) Was quite sian at school however because got nothing to do...went back home and decided to blog this, take a nap and play with skv and lv :) I'm super tired and need to sleep!!!!

Oh I was reading skv's blog ystd and I got a bit to add on to what he said, nice contextualizing btw :). He said about saying thank you to the people around us. In my opinion, we Singaporeans (I guess) are not being very polite. Often, although we can do the good to one another, we forgot about saying thank you to the kind soul. I remembered that I heard from TV that Caucasian husbands are willing to say thank you, good morning, etc polite words to their Chinese wife. I think this is something that has convinced me that Caucasians in general are superior than the Asians in general, in terms that they are polite to people, regardless of race, language and religion. I remembered that my principal (oh btw, skv, this is how you spell principal not principle) once said that a man is shaped by his values. To me, at least, politeness is a value that we should have and this is one hard value to achieve too. It just shows how well-grown up Caucasians are. Compared to Singaporeans, most of time I only hear complains. Singaporeans, in general, have been complaining about the government for this ant that, etc. But have you really thank the government or any1 else for what they have done?

I think the government has done a lot of things for the Singapore, shaping Singapore as such. Things like the rise in GST which leads to a rise in price of goods have been complained. But does these really matter? In the short run, they do, marginal private cost,a bit of econs btw. However, in the long run, the net social benefit outweighs the net social cost. Why do I say so? If you have realised, the extra money that is paid on consumption of goods as a result of GST is in fact used for the development of the country. The tax revenue collected by the government is in fact used for the building of IR and even the refurnishing of HDBs etc. These actually enhance the private benefits of Singaporeans if you think of it, I won't elaborate if not this is going to be an econs essay=.= Anyway, rather than just complain and complain about what's not enough, why not appreciate what's there for you?

Unlimited wants and limited resources, starting to appreciate this part of econs XD I guess I'm starting to appreciate more of econs :)

Well, guess that's it for the day, oh just for my 1s18 friends, please don't puke when you look at MSC, MSB etc XD

~I feel so bastardly today......~

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Sunday 15 November 2009

Today went to WWS for CIP. Did bike patrol...was so tired after that...reached home and watched K.O.SanGuo after that...and I still have one more part (b) of an econs essay to complete...darn...I'm getting exhausted...

Oh ya...before I forget and just in case...the type B I posted yesterday refers to no one cause it's just something which I felt from my mom's "nice" stories, sorry if I have offended anyone, but you should seriously think if you think I'm referring to you, for this, my only answer to you is...because you have been faking through your life, you seriously need to think how long are you going to fake through your life and show others who you really are...
Well, that's it for today, need to rush through that irritating bit of essay :)


~Argh!!! My mind is......~

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Saturday 14 November 2009

Today had a mission-X entrepreneur thingy...was rather a waste of time...
Then ate KFC, my LV ate until so cute hahax...
Then went back school to write Econs essays until hand break and ink finished =.=
Came home, checked my blog and realised I put Michelle's Tay surname wrongly, paiseh paiseh XD
Nothing much happened today, but some thoughts ran through my mind...

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As I was thinking of what I blogged yesterday, I realised that I don't hate Type A, I just don't like them, but I won't hate :) Also, I realised there's a Type B that really deserves to be despised. Type B are people who fake a lot, more than often. There's nothing wrong with faking sometimes, in fact, faking once in a while makes your life more interesting :) But, some people just fake too comfortably. They fake innocent, nice etc etc. Hmm...most likely you will have the sentiments as me :) Faking too much just show how much values you have. Faking too much just show how long you have been faking. Faking too much just show that you are a fake person, a person who cannot be trusted at all. A few people in my life faked before, but they always fake at the right time...which makes them rather alright to do so, when I think of it..To me, it's either you uphold society's moral values and be a true you or you don't uphold them and be a true evil person (so-called). For me, sometimes I fake but usually at non-important times XD

Just felt like blogging this bit today before it get off me tomorrow XD

......I don't know how true it is......

Friday, November 13, 2009

Friday 13 November 2009

Today is definitely the last day of PW!!! Handed in GPF in the morning and listened to the principal's chant...
Though it feels like a chant...his speech gives me the feeling that I should start revising JC1 stuffs soon if not halfway through next year, I'll die...
Had CCA today :( Sometimes I wonder why I joined S*STAR in the first place...it's a torture to go there and keep brainstorming and brainstorming...my head almost burst...they split up the society into 3 teams to speed things up and I went into the crime scene group...it's like doing all the sai gang for the CCA...I felt damn accused today lor, I got contribute my thoughts to them but they always talk louder and cover my voice, then say I never contribute, really felt like scolding f...but must remain composed and maintain image XD

After today, I realized that I hated(not sure if this is the right word to use) one type of people in the world. This type is actually those that really press on my nerves...firstly, they do not think logically and I don't know what they are really thinking of sometimes when I talk to them...secondly, they do not listen to people when people are explaining something correctly to them...thirdly, they can argue back thinking they are correct but they are not and then repeat what I explained correctly and some more exactly to another person...I don't know how to classify them, I'll just call this type Type A for easier reference :)
Some people that are closer to me will know who I meant but it does not matter. The main thing is though I appear to be calm and refined on the outside, but inside me resides a devil that is extremely crude and if I'm seriously extremely pissed off, I'll bring it out...but I won't want to spoil my refined and calm image over such small things, so don't even think of trying :)

Angel demon and human, that's what I am. I am a human yet with both angelic and devilish wings. Most of the time, I try to be as nice as possible, but when the time arrives for me to be in the bad-tempered mode, I will. There is afterall a limit to tolerance, mine is basically thrice in terms of explaining stuffs...
I enjoy entering kid mode though XD so don't tempt me to be the evil devil that you hope you will never see at all :)

Oh...to my good friend...though the results are as such...(I think you have the same sentiments)...let's just move on in life, time never stops to let tears roll...

Aiyoz...tomorrow still have Mission X thingy...spoil my day=.=

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Thursday 12 Novmeber 2009

Today went to school to do econs essay!!! YAY!!! Finally doing some form of revision :)
I feel damn weak when doing the essay because I did it for almost an hour=.= and some important analysis I actually forgot how to write such as the price adjustment process.
After writing a few, had chicken rice for lunch XD Mei Ying was quite funny in the sense that no white chicken then roasted la....=.=" but nevertheless must say thanks to her for helping me to buy :) Thanks Mei Ying XD
Was rather happy today as I laughed a lot thanks to Shannon, Mei Ying, Nina and Emily's playing :)

Today, my good friend called me and talked about his love story...whatever he said does not matter now since it got no business for you readers to poke in...but I thought through quite a fair bit of stuffs today as he told me...

Love...especially BGR...it is something that I cannot understand in fact...as I listened to what he say, I wonder...why love...sorry, no offense...I know that love is unpredictable, when it wants to come or go, it will, none can stop, that's fate...but then again...if a couple is going to break up due to some events, then why love at the beginning, sorry again, no offense...perhaps, it is because I've never been in a relationship before...

As I pause and wonder, the relationship seminar somewhere in October flashed through my mind. There, I was taught the difference between infactuation, lust and love. Infatuation is basically crush...lust, I think you know...love, however is a commitment between the couple...Come to think of it, as I see couples moving about me, while I envied some, it makes me wonder...are they really in love, or is it just the work of infatuation...

For my good friend...whatever the results...live with it...perhaps it is really just fate and karma...but there may perhaps still be a chance...just whether you can see it or not, but if you do and you really want to continue your relationship, grab it fast before it's too late...then again...I must seriously tell you that I think you like another person too, sorry no offense...

Oh well, whatever I mentioned are just my opinions, no offense seriously, no matter what, let's live with no regrets in life :)

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Tuesday 10 November 2009

PW is finally over!!! But, I'll miss the days working with my group SR097 XD
This really marks the end of my JC1 life...sigh...
1S18...perhaps like what Shannon told me...it's fated...
Perhaps, we are fated to be in this class...perhaps, it's fated that all of us come together and then leave one another...

Well, the separation will not affect my love for the class... XD
I think throughout our 17 years of life and our school education, we have learned to accept separation...be it from friends or perhaps even from kins...this is perhaps how cruel the society is. It teaches us to cherish friendship yet to leave one another.

Sigh...though I know that no matter what, our class will split up and after As, all of us are most likely to venture into different areas, but no matter what changes we'll face later on in life, I really wish that I will still know the people in this class as what they are now...

Sigh...really can't bare to leave them...strange...
I told this to Mei Ying on last Friday as we went to print brouchure, she told me that, it may be because our class has less people compared to the classes in Sec schools and Pri schools, thus it's very bonded...well, it seems to be so...

I think I now know why I didn't really cry out loud when my godmother passed away...it seems that that time I understood that life is unpredictable yet fated...humans are fated to leave one another at a certain time, be it just away from one another or die...ceratin events are fated to happen because humans are fated to make that choice...

Some people may not believe in fate, but I choose to. A lot of things that I have experienced make me feel that all are fated.

Hmm, seems like I said a lot of my inner thoughts...anyway, I'm rotting away at home and decided to pour some out XD

To my friends and family, we may be fated to be apart, but nevertheless, may our soul be bonded together :)

Monday, November 9, 2009

Monday 9 November 2009

Today went to sch to rehearse, but it seemed to be more like partying like what Shannon said. After that, had Sakae buffet which me bloated...can't believe that the girls are monstrous eaters=.=
Then I went with Shannon, LV and JZ to play bowling and pool, though I did rather badly today but so much laughters haha
Oh now I'm in a greater debt=.=
Owe: Mei Ying $9.50
Shannon $2.50
JZ $3.30
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Oh, if you have realised, I changed my blog's name to Angel, Demon And Human, you can read the blog description to understand why XD
In fact, although I can be an angel or demon sometimes, I'm still a human who's the 7 sins: Lust, Wrath, Pride, Envy, Gluttony, Greed and Sloth
Hmm, just said abit of myself XD
Will tell more in future XD

Friday, November 6, 2009

Friday 6 November 2009

Today woke up at 9++ wanted to see doctor for the medicine for eczema but the queue was too long and I'm scared I'll be late for the meet...
Read Twilight while waiting for Mei Ying to arrive at the Tampines KFC and the story was rather captivating but I hate the descriptions of the scenery, nearly dozed off because of that...
Then, spent 5 hrs with Mei Ying just to print the brochures=.=
Went from Tampines to Katong just to print them...
Had Katong laksa after that and it was great...
Talked about many things along the way to get rid of the boredom...
Oh, I still owe her $9.50 + printing fees...(Paiseh, counted wrongly just now xD)

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Food for thought: 梁文音-【最幸福的事】MV

Lyrics:
*欢迎搭乘思念捷运。我们现在即将从回忆出发,沿着遗憾一直走到青春。左转往事到达纪念日,接着会经过失落和舍得。*

你撑着雨伞借我那次
已经足够我记得一辈子
我懂后来你不是不坚持
爱情本来就没万无一失

泪水离开了你的手指
那不如让它流在这信纸
我想女孩子最贴心的是
让爱的人选结束的方式

我最幸福的事当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事

*然后,从懂事离开,上行珍惜公路直到沧海桑田。我们要追逐祝福的潮水。*

可惜爱不是童话故事
不能够永远依赖着王子
才慢慢认识只剩两个字
我怎么忍心为难你解释

我最幸福的事当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事

那一阵子有你美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕都微笑着静止

我最幸福的事牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始直至分开我们都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起的事那天和你傻笑着认识是最幸福的事

*一起往温柔前进,最后,抵达目的地*

Although the main lyrics seem to be talking about BGR, but it is actually about 博爱.
This MV is a must watch, I was greatly affected by this MV......

PS: Please put your name if you want to comment, thank you :)

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Thursday 5 November 2009

Today is the actual dry run day...in fact, it went well,what were required are confidence, loudness,smiles, etc.
Added a few stuffs into my speech and Mei Ying can't follow it XD

Now so bored...thanks to Jun Zhe who didn't bring his monopoly...
Looking at Meiying...she watching Gossip Girls...
Looking at Emily...she watching some horror shows but covering her eyes...lolx...
Looking at Nina... she's talking to Jun Zhe...
Looking at Sarah...she's talking to Nina...
Boon Han's group just finished their presentation...
ZzZ, super bored...

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Tuesday 3 November 2009

Today is a very tiring day. PW all the way till 5. But it is fruitful!
I learned a lot on tackling Q&A for OP but I am still worried. And YAY! I can present w/o using cue cards but Mr Yeo says I lacked practice. Everything was fine for PW, so far so good...

Got Digimon World 3 programme from Shannon, yay! Finally something adventurous for me to play :)

After PW, Ernest and I decided to join OGL and we got in luckily. Wah, must really say thanks to Mr Ang, he's a great person.

Walked with Shannon after that to bus-stop and we chat a bit. Somehow, I felt a bit tested but it's fine, perhaps there isn't the intention at all, and I got nothing to hide XD

Anyway, I need to rest and prepare to tomorrow's dry run, after playing with Shannon...

PS: I'm sorry that I'm still learning how to make my blog nicer but bear with it, a few days later, I'll make it better :) Oh and I've been blogging a summary of what happened recently but nevertheless, someday, I'll put some of real deep inner thoughts here :)

Monday, November 2, 2009

Monday 2 October 2009

Well, today had my A level Chinese paper and it was quite ok for me. I was able to complete all the questions within the time given. :)

Went to Qi Ji after that for lunch and I was full after the meal XD

Had PW and presented. Generally okay but still need to smile more and of course, throw away my cue cards.

Then, Mei Ying and I went to make wristbands for PW, all the way at Queensway =.=

Spent some time searching for the shop and some rather plain plastic wristbands.

We had difficulties in printing the words onto it and slightly frustrated about it. After spending about an hour there, Mei Ying impressed with me for the perhaps 3rd or 4th times of her intelligence XD
She managed to put the letters slowly, bit by bit onto the wristbands and omg, they finally remained intact. Wow, Mei Ying, I was impressed XD
We bought Mac for dinner and took bus 14 home. The funniest thing was Mei Ying caught a flu on the bus even though she was wearing a jacket hahaha XD See, it proves that natural fats are good sometimes XD But I must say that it was really rather cold after sitting there for like 30 minutes...

Oh, tomorrow is Full U day and there are 2 presentations to do zZz. Oh, I still owe Mei Ying $11 for the meals.

Right, time for bed, nights :)

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Saturday 31 October 2009

This is my 1st formal blog post XD

Today went to Mei Ying's house to do PW. Shooting throughout the day...JZ looks so old XD
After shooting, got hungry and called for Pastamania, love the cheese~~~
Wanted warcraft after that, but that idiot brought his Macbook which cannot even read a hard drive=.=
Thus, we played monopoly during the heavy rain...lots of laughter although I lost in the end...
Called my Aunt Betty to fetch me for family dinner at JUMBO@SAFRA but I keep saying the wrong sch name which made her blur and didn't know where I was=.=
Food was great, played some iTouch games with Denise and omg, just realised I spelled her name wrongly XD and I got Clifton's name wrong too....hahaha
Had a cake after dinner as it was Uncle Alvin's birthday yesterday and Gita's (hope I spelled correctly and oh, for the outsiders, she's a maid for the Fungs) birthday tomorrow.
Well, belated happy birthday to Uncle Alvin and a happy birthday in advance to Gita :)
After that, we left SAFRA and went home.
Played standard warcraft with Shannon and Boon Han and for the 1st time, we owned easy, normal and insane coms.

Yea, today's a tiring day but a very fun day for me too XD

Oh, tomorrow is gonna be boring but it's afterall A level CL on Monday and I gotta cut my hair to look neat...

See ya XD

Friday, October 30, 2009

Hello People!!! XD

Yay!!! Just got a blog! This will be where I will put some of my thoughts and life XD
Well, I'll begin the formal blogging tomorrow.
Anyway, today's great! :)