Saturday 31 July 2010

Dadadadalalalalala, lalalaladadadadada. Rhythm stuck in my head, but I don't know the lyrics and the song name.

Woots~~WillRun 2010 ended with a yummy steamboat buffet. Though disappointed with myself only running the miserable 7km, I finally realised how weak my legs are. Probably when I can catch the timing, I shall catch up with the leg training, temporarily, I shall do push ups and sit ups in the morning to build up the core muscles.

Last week was completely treacherous, 4 tests for 4 consecutive days, do work and study until mind breaking soon. Gotta catch a good sleep tonight and wake up tomorrow to finish some revision. BYE~~~~

Monday 26 July 2010

Imagine someone one day suddenly tells you that you are expelled from the school while you were preparing for A levels, and you go home thinking you had finally gained back your freedom and went ahead to be crazy for the rest of the day. The next day you woke up just to find that you got no one with you as your friends and teachers are still busy preparing for A levels and then you just don't know what to do.

This is the particular weird dream I had today. Though weird, it made me think that I haven't thought of something to do after the As. It's as if after the A levels, I'm gonna be all alone and don't know what to do next, ouch. The best part of the day: I woke up thinking whether I was expelled or not.

Today did a Physics MCQ and omg, careless brought me to a 17/30. Crap, need to polish my physics already. Oh well, already made plans, thus, it's really a need to sleep now before I lose sleep again. BYE~~~~

Saturday 24 July 2010

Zzz, I seriously swear that Hua Zhen is damn weird. 1st word: Hello. 2nd line onwards are telling me what she's going to write for SGC. Talk so much then ask: are you going to add in WWS into the SGC?

Me: Nope, no point.

HZ: Ben put it in, I follow his sample lol. I took of pic of his SGC ma. LOL!!! I got edit abit la. He didn't even state his president post. haha..it just said active volunteer

Me: He got. But the teacher removed it.

HZ: oh why? then become was an active volunteer with WWS for about 2 yrs.D: [my thoughts: please, when he told me, u were around too.]

Me: Yea, tt's why no point putting.

HZ: how you knw? can la, i'm quite committed, u shld put too, you see yee liang got put or not, he doesn't need to write anymore this yr [my thoughts: you think i dun knw?]

Me: it's actually not an achievement, more like an activity lor (trying to tell her why i not putting)

HZ: at least you serve the community

Me: ya, but you dun serve the community so that you can put smth into the SGC

HZ: i know....[my thoughts: if you know, you wouldn't tell me the previous line]

What the shit.-.- She's so freaking weird.

Anyway, that's not the point about me logging in and complaining. The main things start from here.

Crap, 3 weeks more to Prelims, 13 more weeks to A levels. P talk today was kinda interesting. He taught us how to plan and what is a study group. A study group is not just a group of people studying together, but a group of people who help one another to grasp contents in the shortest time possible.

Kinda over relaxed again today. Going to make plans to SCORE in A levels now. BYE~~~

Monday 19 July 2010

Zzz. Cant sleep again. Anyway, since it's been awhile, I decided to post.

I received the letter about the goals on Friday. Super touching, but the only personalized letter comes from Ms Khiew and it is the first time Ms Khiew act cute with me la. I guess that the tutors must be utterly disappointed with me these few weeks. From what they have told me, apparently, they have high hopes in me. I really must must must put myself to do work already, from today onwards.

I have been thinking. But I think I missed something somewhere in my life. I also wonder how would my life have been if I knew that it was just a mere crush and not act impulsively. Painfully regrettable. Bah.

Oh, I just realised 2 of my juniors in the same class are already dating and it is so damn obvious when they try to make it not. Haha.

Life's a bitter when I am alone nowadays. Ever since I got more friends around me, it's hard to stay alone. Darn.

Hopefully, before I enter army, I can celebrate my 18th birthday. Then, I will post something really worth reading in this blog. Till then......bye.

Thursday 8 July 2010

Spain won 1 nil today. Some people told me it is expected, some not, whatever, I'm not an expert in soccer anyway, I just enjoy the atmosphere.

A few things happened that set me back to think about how people really think about me (once more?). I realised a few things: Some people are really disgusted by my actions. Some people are not as angry over my words and stuffs as I thought them to be. Some people are really disappointed in me. I can tell and feel, I'm not a block of wood afterall. The ice between us is still so big, it doesn't seem to melt easily as time passes. This is really frustrating, it really makes situations awkward and I always tend to avoid it. Crap, I'm so disappointed in myself in this part. Sometimes, I really wonder what should I do to break this big block of ice.

This week was quite a breeze with loads of tiredness. Crappy life I have, insomnia is not curing itself, homework is kinda manageable till now. I gotta start revision next week already. Need sleep now. Bye~~~~

Sunday 4 July 2010

A ferocious week is over with much luck. Crap, 3 chem papers, 4 physics papers and one econs file to settle within these few days. But it is good in a way, as I will be able to revise as I do these papers. That's the best part as I totally forgot a lot of things after holidays. 6 weeks more to prelims! I really gotta cut down on procrastination and start revising. My own analysis: For maths, basically start by revising paper 1 1st because the school is going through stats now and make sure to listen attentively during lectures. Do 1 paper, 1 or 2 doesn't matter, but there must be a balance by prelims, per week. Sure can get quality grades if the foundations can be built up quickly within these few weeks. For chem, a bit of a hassle because some answers learnt during atomic structure have to changed and mastered asap. Going through papers is the best way to revise because can recap and revise and also see where you are now. 1 full paper a week should suffice for a quality grade too. For econs, well, like what was said by Mrs Sim, grasp content well and master the skills. 1 essay and 1 drq per week is a must. For physics, well, make a booklet of important formulas and important definitions. Just do 1 full paper a week should suffice also as the phrasing of some explanation can also be mastered at the same time. For Gp, it is a do or die. So it is a must to practice 1 essay and 1 compre per week as well and on top of that, there is a need to read more papers for more information. Hmm, it seems so nice of me to show how I study. Anyway, this is an efficient way of studying as it is time saving and more effective in grasping content and mastering skills. By the way, I know why I am mean already and am regrettably sorry to say some things without thinking to others, so so sorry. But sometimes, I must say that true words that hurts the ears are yet those words that will are most beneficial in one way or the other (chinese proverb).

I must bear this in mind: Never expect others to think in the way I think and accept what I say and do. Crap, if the teachers are not so picky about homework, I can just do things in my stride. But for now, I gotta catch up with all the homework that I have not done over the holidays. Treat it as if prelims is next week and work your ass off. BYE~~~