Friday 30 April 2010

"Even when times seem as though there's no one, friends will still support you even if it is not tangible." This is one of the best encouragement words I heard these days. Thanks Nina! You have my heartfelt appreciation. :)

The Shanghai expo thingy is kinda cool. An interesting performance although it's quite weird somehow, can't really say it.

Just a ride. What the hell does this song sounds man. The school gave us this exercise to help us distress but gave this song's lyrics without the song itself, how nice of them. Although initially I felt that this exercise was kinda useless, but it made me realise my world is not at what I think it is, thanks to Nina's motivation words. Once again, thanks. :)

Today was kinda like zzz all the way. I've been sleepy during lessons and after school, even though I was kinda motivated to do P&C, the 2nd question onwards cannot be done as the lecture has not gone through yet. And I didn't bring my stuffs to revise. I was sitting around with Boon Han and doing all sorts of crazy stuffs such as acting cute etc. Haha, going crazy already.

Sianz, was thinking to type a lot of stuffs but somehow I forgot everything.=.=

Waiting for people to play. Bye.~~~

"It's so different and weird now......~

Sunday 25 April 2010

Haiz, another unproductive day. Have been playing throughout today.

College day performance was fantastic. Halfway through I was almost tearing coz I was deeply amazed by the performance. Excellent performance. The prize presentation was kinda boring other than the p speech. The guest of honour's speech was like what is he talking about? Al is the student of the year 2009. Student of the year was my ambition but i guess it's something that i won't touch forever. But nonetheless, performing well academically and being a person of good character and having values are my aims now.

Hmm, somehow, I feel guilty to convince boon to play since he's not feeling well. So sorry, boon.

That's about what's happening to my life. I love my life. Byes.~~~

~I'm thinking if I should help......~

Friday 23 April 2010

Hmm, people have been telling me that there's really nothing about them......well, I hope that's true.

Today went to SEOUL GARDEN with the unwind gang! Then arcade after eating. I so damn swear the basketball game is damn fun lah! The catching game also kinda fun, though I didn't touch the machine. We got a cookie monster after so many tries! Woots~

Must really thanks Boony for all this, he's the starter of all this la. Of coz not forgetting Arnold who did the namelist and stuffs. Great people! XD

Ayes, time to play! Nights!

Sunday 18 April 2010

Back to post again.

PW got a B. Well, kinda expected it, so ya, stop asking me to not brood over it because I never am.

Sigh~~things just don't seem to go too well for me these days, not academically but socially. It's really weird when I don't know what I have done wrong and people keep giving those kind of "EEE" look. It feels so weird when someone who is still a friend of yours last Christmas and then when school reopens, I become like a sinner. Mind you, I'm not strawberry milk. Darn it, what is it that I have done wrong? I don't understand, please tell me, especially my dear LV, I know you know a lot of things.

Today, even worse, just when I am kinda irritated by these thoughts, my WWS friends just left me there after their Run For Water event. Really, the feeling isn't good. Kinda angry over it, but oh well, the benefits that I gained were some weight training.

Life really sucks. There is so much homework to do and a need to focus on revision, but darn it, the teachers just cannot stop the bombarding of work at us. Yesterday, I tried to do Econs DRQ, but after annotating 1 extract, I can't continue due to my tiredness.

Darn it, I'm so tired, I want to sleep.

Bye.

Thursday 15 April 2010

Yea, I'm back to post but an emo one and about myself.

I may be arrogant but I'm full of pride.

I will do what I know I should and what I shouldn't.

I know I am selfish but I'm for my own gains at none's expense.

I know sometimes I am a bastard but those are just for fun.

I know I'm weird but that's just me, you take it or you leave it.

You can hate me and despise me, for if the path I were to take is a loner one, so be it.

But you cannot make me conform, for this is my life, I walk down it myself.

I aim to be at a distance beyond one's reach but that doesn't mean I aim to have no friends, for I am only a human.

That's about it. PW's result going to come out tomorrow, hopefully I'll get an A.

Nights.

Friday 2nd April 2010

Yay! Finally got some holiday to rest and relax! Well......common test wasn't too bad and wasn't too good for me. No doubt that I actually topped the class in terms of rank pts but I think it's really nth to be proud of. Topics covered for common test were really very very little, especially so when I compare it to that of the mid year exams and even A levels. It's really disheartening to see the results to be so poor, with GP U, Econs S, Phy C. No doubt I have issue in language problem, for econs, I should have gotten a D or even at least a pass, but I didn't. Physics is in fact my strongest field within my few subjects, but I panicked during exams, resulting in me only able to get a C. No doubt a cut above the rest, but seriously, I don't feel good about it. Darn, I really need to study! It's really time to pull up the socks and kick off and fly high.