Thursday 31 December 2009

Today's New Year Eve! yea, in just a few hours time, 2009 will just end......many things that happened will be remained as just memories, whether good or bad......looking back, many things happened this year and for the first time, I had so much feelings in myself: anger, envy, happy, sad, confused, insanity, love, etc. What's supposed to pass has passed.

2010 will commence, very soon, a brand new year awaits for us! Like a phoenix, no matter how much we have experienced this year, 1/1/2010 will be the day of our rebirth, as a new powerful soul to face new challenges next year. Yeah, most of my friends in JC will face the all-feared A levels as much as I do and that's the challenge for us, for others, well, I don't know much about polys but there'll be challenges you'll definitely faced. Hereby wishing all of us to pass 2010 scathed but alive, to be greater matured after what will happen and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

A story for all: The Oyster by Anonymous

There once was an oyster

Whose story I tell

Who found that some sand

Had got into his shell.

It was only a grain,

But it gave him great pain.

For oysters have feelings

Although they're so plain.

Now, did he berate

The harsh workings of fate

That had brought him

To such a deplorable state?

Did he curse at the government,

Cry for election,

And claim that the sea should

Have given him protection?

No-he said to himself

As he lay on a shell

Since I cannot remove it,

I shall try to improve it.

Now the years have rolled around,

As the years always do,

And he came to his ultimate

Destiny-stew.

And the small grain of sand

That bothered him so

Was a beautiful pearl

All richly aglow.

Now the tale has a moral;

For isn't it grand

What an oyster can do

With a morsel of sand?

What couldn't we do

If we'd only begin

With some of the things

That get under our skin.

Inspiring? Haha, yea, I know, it is a story told to me by my Pri 6 teacher before PSLE after all.

Oh yes yes, before I forget, this is something that I should have done earlier. Thank you for all of you that have walked me through this treacherous year, be it to share with me the happiness, sadness, anger and everything that happened and vice versa, be it you are a friend or foe, from the beginning of 0000 hrs of 1/1/2010, all of you will be friends of mine.

Yea, that's about it for the day. I think this is the best post? Lolx, anyways, I'm going to watch the countdown concert for Taiwan, so good night and have a really happy, healthy, fun new year!

PS: This is the 42nd post :D

Sunday 27 December 2009

Today's my birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself!!! XD

Sadly, I think I'm kinda losing my memory already. Will need to do some meditation and start revising soon! Oh and today's just another loving day lolx....

Sigh~~~tired....sleep....

~Rest is all I need...~

Thursday 24 December 2009

Hmm...'ve been awhile since I last blogged.

Yea, monday was still a great day since it's a party! though I didn't really get to play much games :( Zz, kanna denied by Ernest again! Hmm....but come to think of it....I don't look as if I'm joking? Then my acting skills must have improved la XD Opps...forgot to say sorry for those that I didn't prepare present and/or card for...paiseh....card I just remembered to do it on that day, no time to complete all and presents, some I forgot, some I didn't know were coming....

Tuesday don't know why I emo whole day and never do a piece of work=.=

Wednesday went to the boring Singapore Art Museum. Then I bought a new book! YAY!

Today is Christmas Eve! And I'm going to shop later >.< finally get to buy new clothes and shoes XD

LALALA~~~ So happy today >.<

Bye for now Xd

~Relationship is like holding a pile of sand in your hand......~

Tuesday 22 December 2009

I hate this......

~The truth is never the truth unless proven.....Hence, ignorance is still bliss......~

Saturday 19 December 2009

Hi people! It's been awhile since I blogged. Something special for the day since I don't feel like making my blog become my diary XD

I was reading SKV's blog today and what he posted did set me to think. A summarised version of the story that he posted: Never be just a wealthy man, be a man with a wealthy life. The phrase is self-explanatory so I won't spend time explaining here. Something else tells me that I should put this on my blog. It's about talking to a wise man. This is actually to reply SKV. XD

I heard this from a Taiwanese celebrity known as Zhao Shu Hai. He said this to the youngsters on a show: You should read a book that can match your level of maturity. In fact, just like SKV, most of us would like someone to appear in our life to enlighten us and guide us on our next step of life. But in fact, I have found what we are really seeking for. However, sadly to people like SKV who doesn't like to read Chinese books, it may be a problem. Our answer lies in the 4 Great Saints of Ancient China (or so I just name them as such). They are actually just Kong Zi, Meng Zi, Lao Zi and Mo Zi. (if i remember them correctly la) They are the wise men that what I feel are who SKV seeks for. I saw this book during the popular book fair recently. I forgot the title but the book actually tells us about life...myself, reading the chapters' title alone enlightens me greatly but it does not just enlighten us, it actually guides us in life. Oh, I'm so gonna buy this book tomorrow. Last year, I was rather cheena la..so to speak. I sort of liked these ancient stuffs. But, my level of maturity tells me that what the books I bought can only enlighten me but never guide me. After seeing this book, my mindset changed greatly. Saints are indeed saints afterall, no comment.

Lolx, after typing all these, I actually find myself to have my ideas slightly disconnected or maybe it is worse. But anyway, the idea is there. A rule of my life: I don't care how you think about me or my work, but if what you think is expressed to me in a constructive manner, it'll be wrong for me to jack you.

So...that's about it for the day....tomorrow's gonna cycle!! YAY! Exercise for the greater good XD

~Live a colorful life rather than just be a colorful shell...~

Wednesday 16 December 2009

Today is once again a sian 1/2 day. Go for CCA, look here look there, move here move there, do nothing much at all=.= wasted $12 on Ajisen Ramen because I don't think it's worth the cost...then after CCA, did 2 gaseous state qns=.= and something better for the day, talking to SKV, MY and FAC! Oh yes, I nearly forgot....when going home, the bus door cannot close and then wasted me of about 15 min there sitting and listening to music=.=

Haizz~~~but the good thing is tomorrow's the Vs outing!!! :D Gonna talk a lot la...it's been awhile since we all talked XD

That's it for now la......x'mas party is still a problem....and I don't feel like saying too much here and now...so...good night my friends....

~Life is so full of truth and false, yet we are always having a hard time to distinguish them...~

Tuesday 15 December 2009

Today is yet another sian 1/2 day. Firstly, go to school for cca then know that today no cca =.= Secondly, reached home, do nothing but read manga and napped abit =.= Thirdly, planning the x'mas party......this cannot that cannot, jialat la...hope things can be finalised soon...

Sigh~~~tomorrow got cca but got the Vs to accompany me while they study in sch :D that's great :)

That's it for today, don't feel like talking for some reasons=.=

~Suffer another 10 months, enjoy life for the next 30 years...~

Sunday 13 December 2009

Today I have decided to blog because I saw something today while on boat patrol. It is a fishing net. This fishing net was cunningly hidden due to the weight of the fish caught in it, but it was fortunately discovered due to a plastic bag that was stucked in a big branch which is in turn caught by the net. This fishing net however has killed 2 fish that it caught. In actual fact, it caught a number of fish, about 20. I wondered who will be so cruel to leave the net there? According to what Eugene has told us, the illegal fisherman must have swam across to lay the net when the PUB is making the tide there low. It may also be possible that some fisherman's net was carelessly or accidentally dropped into the water as they were about to leave after a day's fishing. For the first time in my life, I actually see beings on the verge of death. As I was thinking if this form of action is morally accepted in the society, it came to my awareness fish we eat are most probably caught in the same manner. But I feel that legal fishermen will not leave their nets like this. This illegal catching is by all means, a form of inhumanity to me. But these are just my personal opinions. How do others feel about this? People may feel pity about it, but they take no action. As quoted of Ms Zeenat, they are the NATOs. I think WWS is a very beneficial society to our environment. Though its main purpose is to clean the waters of the rivers, there are external benefits to the creatures in the water. I feel that through WWS, I'm doing the good. :D

Anyway, I'm not publicizing for WWS, but I think we should do our part in conserving our environment.

Sigh~~~SKV will be back in 2 days time, that's so long away....

That's all folks :D

~Enjoying every moment of life :D~

Friday 11 December 2009

Today is the return of the LVs and FVs :D To them: Welcome back sir and ma'am. (Philipino accent) Today I didn't go to the airport to fetch them because the HK one, I woke up late. The HCM one, the Vs don't want to go. Zz But, anyway, I've postponed the welcome back meal to tuesday or wednesday depending on SKV's time of return and his energy level that day. :D These few days I have been slacking all the way =.= Better buck up from tomorrow onwards and sleep earlier from today onwards. LALALA~~~ living life as peaceful as always. So long people, will blog again in after the welcome meal I guess.

~When things don't go your way, do not complain...~

Tuesday 8 December 2009

It's been awhile since I blogged. DBS and NBA went well XD Went on boat patrol on Sunday and omg, there is some filming on how we do our stuffs...Went to Aunt Betty's house for BBQ after that at about 6 or 7pm. Nice food and absorbed a lot of different information from the adults. As usual, their dog Milky is so cute and protective of the house :D and of course a glutton XD Clifton and Natalie were adorable as well but their behavior give me a hunch that unless they make a change, they might become gangster-like. The other cousins went over to their neighbor's house to play, leaving me alone T.T no la, joking only XD I enjoyed swinging though haha :D

Yesterday SMU failed but IMF was a success. Yesterday, I got a feeling over something, true or not, good or bad, I don't know. Oh yes, SKV was online yesterday but I didn't see him, he merely left a msg on my tagboard, oh well it's fine XD But this 2 days, I'm starting to miss the people already. Did a bit of chemistry, played a bit, read a bit of manga and I'm super bored...Haizz, should I go to my Aunt's house tomorrow or stay at home to study, I'm still thinking about it...

That's it for today, time to sleep soon, haizz~~~

~I think I have fallen once more...~

Saturday 5 December 2009

Today I went out the FVs, Lv and Reginald for a farewell lunch at Long John's =.= We went to the newly opened 313 at somerset, nice place, but not all shops are opened yet. The ladies did their shopping while the guys just followed since we are either not willing or not able to purchase our own clothes XD Shopping with the ladies is interesting, you get to see how they are fascinated by small things such as colors of hairbands and how long they take to shop till they are tired :D. Left Takashimaya at about 6? I fell asleep on the train lolx....guessed I used too much chemical potential energy to fight the coldness...now I'm waiting for the NBA meeting and some games....

Yesterday Boon Han told me to see a classmate's blog. For the first time in front of LV, I scolded 3 F*** after reading it...This blogger is extremely immature (I'm being polite here though I didn't want to). Firstly, she thinks that she is the world's smartest person. Sorry for me being slightly crude here. I feel like spitting at her!!! I really feel like daring her to not study next year. Secondly, she's thinks that she's a perfect being. I feel like slapping her face lor!!! Thirdly, she has no respect for the school, calling the school stupid and that supplementary lessons do not benefit students. I feel like telling her that if you think that lessons are not important, please please do not study and waste our resources and time. She's not even worth to be called anything at all. She's a total disgrace of our society. We tried to group her into something but we feel that her presence in any group is an ultimate disgrace to others in the group. She's flying tomorrow and I seriously hope that her plane will crash. At her funeral, many people will come...only to confirm her death...

I shall make this promise that I will beat her in every test and exam next year, failure to do so, I'll treat the 6 versions a drink/meal (depending on my savings then) of their choice each. For the first time, pardon me, FUCK!!!! That's it, I'm so freaking pissed after reading her blog once more...so now, I'm going to relax myself...

~KNN, why is there such a disgraceful person on Earth?~

Friday 4 December 2009

Today is a super duper boring day...All I did was click here click there...Played abit...planned with my about tomorrow's farewell lunch...and a qn on AS....and of coz eat...As you can see, I procrastinated once more...but I spent time today to change my schedule...starting tmr with GP, I'll start studying...my schedule tells me that roughly in 2 weeks time I can complete all my holiday homework, provided I don't procrastinate again...

Tomorrow I'm going to 313, according to my, it's newly opened...since I'm there, rather than just the farewell lunch, I'll do some exploration XD

I realised today that I cannot study alone =.= last time I could, now I can't....darn...starting to miss 1s18 already la...As what I have told my, we should perhaps study together after the GCE people come back XD

Anyway, today is just a super sian day...looking left, looking right, I don't know what to do now...but bye :D

~Once bitten, twice shy...~

Thursday 3 December 2009

Today woke up at 9am...thanks to Shannon's reply... I must say that DSA has officially failed....I was wondering how come he wasn't shocked, I think he guessed something like this will happen? =.= but oh well doesn't matter...SEAB almost failed today too...just when we thought that Ly's going to check in, her flight was delayed and the teachers said that they will meet at 8pm, she came back to Popeye's...phew...luckily we did not send out yet...then...she had to go and we sms her on the count of 30... she's quite retarded...we wanted her to look at her handphone but she didn't=.= oh well...farewell to SKV and Aunty Ly... Made friends with Peter Koh :) a fun person to be with....

I was thinking on the way back what to blog today...then I decided to revolve about the phrase: 知己知彼，百战百胜. In layman's term, it just means perfect information allows you to win every war. This was a phrase introduced to me when I was in Sec 1...then I thought it was nothing...but now...I think it is greatly important...I think...in no matter what aspects of our life, we need to know what we are capable of and what others have in them...Academically, say A levels... I need to know where we are weak in and work on it...but simultaneously, I need to know what possible questions are coming out, then can I score well....in friendships, I need to know what information I have...at the same time...I need to know what my friends are thinking and what they really want in order to be good friends...in love, I need to know how much I love her and how can I love her...yet...at the same time...I need to know what's she's thinking, feeling and what she really wants in order to maintain a strong relationship... As you can see information on whatever you do is really important...however, as taught in econs, perfect info is hardly possible, which acts a barrier to maintain excellent academic results, strong friendships and strong relationship with the other half...Academic wise...no wonder the teachers always say practice makes perfect...we need to expand our scope of the various questions and know how to tackle them with the content taught...

Anyways, my mind isn't functioning properly now and I don't know how to continue XD Darn...I'm not in the right state to start my revision...I procrastinated today...hopefully my mind is fresh tomorrow and I can start on my revision on this year's work including the supplementary lessons...Oh...I need to make amendments to my schedule....

It's about time to play with QY but I'll take a break till 10.15 pm......So......bye for now :)

~The secret lies within...the secret will slowly be revealed...~

Wednesday 2 December 2009

Today is the official last day of school!!! However, it is the day of separation :( SKV, LV, FAC, Hui Ling, Jacinthe, Jocelyn and Eileen are now 2s16....and OMG!!!! Ms Khiew Shi Hui, my S*STAR i/c is our CT and chem tutor...holy...I'm going to see her on every school day...during assembly, chem lessons, cca and even CT period!!!!! I just realised from the start of my JC1 I have been under her=.= be it for greenwave (oh btw, we got COP....but the prize of a notebook is quite nice and I'm happy about it), or for orientation camp stuffs=.= what a fated person in my life=.= but nvm, hopefully, she's a good teacher if not next year I'll die....Oh btw, I realise she by heart a lot of stuffs and then regurgitate them before producing an answer, so hopefully, it will be fine....MY, Sarah, Vivien and Reginald are now in 2s17 (i'm not sure if there's more)....Ly and Ernest will be in 2s18 (not sure if there's more too)...and my poor PW leader is in 2s19...oh...so sad...but dun worry, we will greet u with a smack on your head every morning XD

According to LV, the pioneers of the versions are still together, including Nina....the later member i.e JZ aka FUV will no longer be known as FUV since he's in another class unless he calls us by our versions...

Anyway, 2010 will be the torturous year for all of the JC2 students....but a quote from the JC2 YH: suffer for the next 10 months and you'll enjoy for the next 30 years. Indeed, I think it's true...oh btw, she is an econs tutor if I'm not wrong...I'm motivated by her words today and I actually came up with a schedule of what to do during the holidays :) ...only to be screwed by CCA and OGL....anyway I must not procrastinate from tomorrow onwards...if not...I think I may not make it...NEVER say the most sorryish words (eg if only) A quote from someone (I forgot who): Time takes the toll on the very best of us. Looks like I really have to managed my time well since I'm going to be quite busy the next year if not halfway I'll crumble...anyway I have planned my stuffs nicely and I don't wish to be overly hardworking this holiday as I still need to rest too XD Hopefully nothing will change my schedule....

It seems the time has come to say goodbye to 1s18...and the old me...

Goodbye....a bit sad but it's fine, I am mentally prepared for this day to come :)

That's it for today...waiting for the versions to come back for games :)

~We must do what we have not done to obtain what we have not achieved...~

Tuesday 1 December 2009

Today is the 1st day of December 2009!!!! Yet, I'm super sian today...Morning was late for school again but not recorded, that's good....then a dry lecture on text analysis for GP, it's important so I was able to keep myself awake... followed by a breakfast at the nearby kopitiam, ate roti prata, yummy XD Went back school to play cheat and monopoly...a lot of joy and laughter :) but...it was followed by econs lecture=.= a dry lecture on AD, AS and equilibrium, nearly dozed off ...but after that, went to canteen and did some homework with MY, JZ, SKV and Ly...do until sian, sit there stone... haiz...it's a lazy tuesday for me...i wonder if there's any games today though...

After talking to SKV and MY today, I suddenly felt that our class might not be split as most of us are promoted...and it is possible that the school has realised that splitting the class up may not be a very good option to help the students....

Sigh~~~hopefully we don't split but if we split, we are still 1s18`09 aren't we? Nevertheless, I'll be quite lonely in Singapore when the GCE people and SKV leave Singapore T.T Never mind...I'll await for your returns while I complete my holiday assignments XD I realised this is the first time that I so so want to be with the class......Ever changing eh?

Anyway, that's it for the day, I'm bored now and I don't know what to do...

~Friends forever...~