Wednesday 22 December 2010

I suddenly feel like working. But I don't know what to work as. I am especially interested in human behavior and psychology and detective work nowadays. Maybe it is just because I watched too much detective shows over the past few days. After finishing all these detective shows, I don't know what to do next, aimless again in life. About 1 and a half month left to NS. Such a long period of time. Working part-time does seems like a good idea. But I don't to work just for the money or mere experience in work-life. I want to work for my personal interest. But I don't think I can find such jobs in Singapore, especially part-time.

I know I haven't grown up much yet, and there's this self-perception that I am still a child. I know I haven't fully understand the purpose of life yet and I know neither do you readers. I wish there isn't this forced army thing, for I want the time to explore the world to find that purpose of my life. Sometimes I do agree with my friend's weird but magnificently logical theories about this world. Perhaps the truth hurts more than the lie, but I prefer chasing for the truth.

An aimless bee will bang itself into the wall, thereby hurting itself. But no matter how times it hurts itself, it will always find its path back to its hive. Never give up in life, home is always the sanctuary u find best. My theory. BYE~~~