格格不入. This Chinese phrase basically describe the situation I'm in right now. I don't seem to be able to fit into any group of friends, I realized today. Ah, and my institution tells me more than just SKV, LV and probably Jing Yi the stalker are looking at my blog, someone else or perhaps even a group of them is doing so.
Was thinking whether I should close this blog someday as it appears to be rather redundant, no one comment and not many people are looking at it, which gives me the entire freedom to write anything I want here. The very irony here is others close their blog because there is too many stalkers, but mine is that there is only a handful viewing it. Perhaps when one day I write something like: "This will be the last you see of me.", I might be away, living in my very seclusion somewhere on this Earth, then when my mind is cleared, I'll be back to blog once more. Perhaps. I don't know. I cannot predict what's gonna happen after A level, I don't know what to do after A level. I know things are gonna be so different, yet I'm still that little child I was last year. Perhaps, one day, when I really decide to give up, you'll never see me smiling ever again. I seem to get more and more easily frustrated over the days. Every little thing seems to be able upset me easily. Mood swing huh? You think you know me? You never will, for I have a personality of the clouds, where I cannot be caught and will go my own way. Typical rebellious kid huh?
Got C for chem mid years. Well, not exactly disappointed but not exactly happy over it either. Had a few chapters to focus on over the holidays for chem, math and econs now, so even if this com breaks down, I have something to do, provided I'm disciplined enough :P
This might be just one of my another emo post but it really shows how I am nowadays as compared to previous ones. Really get bored when I can't do anything during this holiday. Bah......bye~~~
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