Saturday, June 26, 2010

Saturday 26 June 2010

If you can return to the past and change something, when will you return to? I actually did something that I regretted until now, and yet my motto in life is to live with no regrets. Greatly regretted.

Today is the 21st Golden Melody Award ceremony and it's the countdown of 2 days b4 school reopens. Darn it, loads of homework left undone and the best thing is I can't find my Econs book=.=. Oh, I think I didn't post this before, I'm extremely disappointed over my Math paper 2 results, a total downfall of my Math results. Freaking disappointed, although I know some people are more worse off than me.

Gahh~~~feeling super guilty for not doing any work over the holidays. BYE~~~

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Thursday 17 June 2010

Wheee~~~I'm back from chalet. Only 3 words to describe it: SO DAMN FUN! 1st night was BBQ, the chicken wings were the best as usual, finger-licking food^^. Ms Khiew came down to join us and things were fun when others suan here and there in front of her. After Ms Khiew left, we played circle of death with light beer, 1st round was fine because it's something new, 2nd round was a killer because we played 2 decks and things get more and more boring when we can't think of something to say. 2nd day left early because I have to help out at the Marina Bay's resort's opening ceremony. Freak, wasted 3 hrs there but I heard that I was going to be paid, so ya, didn't really mind it in the end. Reached chalet just nice when they were about to leave for arcade and then night biking. I swear the bike sucks for 14 bucks, having problem to speed=.= After that, 4 tai mahjong. Wah, like finally get to play minimum high tai in chalet. But after a few rounds, all of us become very tired. The next thing we know, we have to book out of the chalet and return the bikes. Bloody hell, they never say when they are opening and we waited for about 3 hrs b4 they came. Played truth while waiting and went to see the pitiful horses at the stables. Went to White Sands to have breakfast and played abit of arcade before leaving. Reached home at about 2pm and omg, this is the smoothest 6 hrs sleep I ever had in the past few weeks. Ahh, good sleep makes life wonderful. BYE~~~

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Tuesday 22 June 2010

Dang. Can't sleep. The brain just doesn't want to stop thinking about some past events.

School is going to reopen soon! And I have not even done much homework. Gonna wait till chalet's over before chionging all of them.

Sometimes I wonder what people think of me, especially those that are much much closer. Sometimes, I want to ask them, but somehow or rather, I just can't bring up the subject. Sometimes, I wonder what are my feelings for others. Ah, and I find this blog useful for me to convey such messages at times.

Oh, I just learnt how to drive a boat. XD Something I learnt from driving the boat is that we must be far-sighted. Oh, talking about WWS, this Hua Zhen ah, I feel like killing her.=.= Don't want then just say not coming la, give me one whole paragraph on the recent flooding in Orchard, then main point is the last few words: I'm not coming to WWS. =.= Feel like strangling her after reading it.

I wonder when will I have the courage to ask people in their face.

Bah...since I can't sleep, I shall do a bit of distribution before my eyes close. Bye~~~

~I wonder if you ever had those......................................................~

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Tuesday 15 June 2010

Once upon a time, I questioned myself: What is Warcraft for us? What are we trying to find here? This beautiful world...day by day...holds us in its charming illusion. Quests...mates...raiding...items...And what do we have in the end? ...numbers...in database is that it? Is it really the main purpose of what we do? This IS game and like any game...it has purpose to teach and improve a person. Children play games to learn the world, to get knowledge, to know how to communicate, how to look at things around. Maybe we seek this knowledge of something we couldn't find in real life? Like scientists do. They simplify things to see the basis of process clearly. What do we learn in game? How to kill? How to survive? How to press buttons? What is left after we quit the game? They call it...Memories...are everything you have learnt. You will forget all the raids that you did, all the items that you looted, names of places you have been to. But memories will stay and it is not a game, it is real. You feel, you talk, you see, you live. You learn how to feel people and how people feel you. Depending on what you feel, you are becoming different. You change. This is the result of learning. All our memories are made of feeling. Depending on which feelings you put into your memories, depends which person you become. Depending of which priorities you have in game, depends how happy you are in real life. All people are beautiful. Those, who we call "bad" are not actually bad. They simply have no good memories. And it's a pain to be such a person. Help them see the love. Show them frankly all your feelings. Don't be afraid. Give them great memories. And you will see...the radiance of their souls. You will be warmed in the light of their feelings because you will free them. And you will see how the world will change. The real World. You will get the ability to see the very deep of people. And with this ability, there will be no need in games. There will be no need in building beautiful illusions because the real world will always be better. Once upon a time, I questioned myself...What is Warcraft for us?
~adapted from Warcraft Wisdom(Youtube)
A somewhat good paragraph of intriguing words I will say. I think the main point is that know the purpose of things you do(and what others do too) in life. I agree with those words that I put in yellow.

Anyways, it's been awhile since I blogged. These few days, I'm practically tired, partially because of playing WoW late into the night and also because of insomnia. I heard this lady on TV who said this: The definition of being angry is that you are using others' faults to punish yourself. I think that this is pretty agreeable. Was kinda angry over someone's comment recently, but after hearing this, I feel that there's actually no point in being angry some people's faults, even though I'm wrong too. Some people just don't see things the way I see, can't blame them, we have our own perspectives of life. I cannot force others to follow what I do, I just hope that one day, when you look back, it is actually a warning.

Gah~~time for afternoon nap. Bye~~~

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Thursday 10 June 2010

I am considering posting some things here. It could do us bad, it could do us good. A very risky option to post it.

Decided to play wow to kill time. Bah, the download is taking so long=.=

LALALA~~~waiting to play X hero siege now, bye~~~