Sunday 18 April 2010

Back to post again.

PW got a B. Well, kinda expected it, so ya, stop asking me to not brood over it because I never am.

Sigh~~things just don't seem to go too well for me these days, not academically but socially. It's really weird when I don't know what I have done wrong and people keep giving those kind of "EEE" look. It feels so weird when someone who is still a friend of yours last Christmas and then when school reopens, I become like a sinner. Mind you, I'm not strawberry milk. Darn it, what is it that I have done wrong? I don't understand, please tell me, especially my dear LV, I know you know a lot of things.

Today, even worse, just when I am kinda irritated by these thoughts, my WWS friends just left me there after their Run For Water event. Really, the feeling isn't good. Kinda angry over it, but oh well, the benefits that I gained were some weight training.

Life really sucks. There is so much homework to do and a need to focus on revision, but darn it, the teachers just cannot stop the bombarding of work at us. Yesterday, I tried to do Econs DRQ, but after annotating 1 extract, I can't continue due to my tiredness.

Darn it, I'm so tired, I want to sleep.

Bye.

Thursday 15 April 2010

Yea, I'm back to post but an emo one and about myself.

I may be arrogant but I'm full of pride.

I will do what I know I should and what I shouldn't.

I know I am selfish but I'm for my own gains at none's expense.

I know sometimes I am a bastard but those are just for fun.

I know I'm weird but that's just me, you take it or you leave it.

You can hate me and despise me, for if the path I were to take is a loner one, so be it.

But you cannot make me conform, for this is my life, I walk down it myself.

I aim to be at a distance beyond one's reach but that doesn't mean I aim to have no friends, for I am only a human.

That's about it. PW's result going to come out tomorrow, hopefully I'll get an A.

Nights.

Friday 2nd April 2010

Yay! Finally got some holiday to rest and relax! Well......common test wasn't too bad and wasn't too good for me. No doubt that I actually topped the class in terms of rank pts but I think it's really nth to be proud of. Topics covered for common test were really very very little, especially so when I compare it to that of the mid year exams and even A levels. It's really disheartening to see the results to be so poor, with GP U, Econs S, Phy C. No doubt I have issue in language problem, for econs, I should have gotten a D or even at least a pass, but I didn't. Physics is in fact my strongest field within my few subjects, but I panicked during exams, resulting in me only able to get a C. No doubt a cut above the rest, but seriously, I don't feel good about it. Darn, I really need to study! It's really time to pull up the socks and kick off and fly high.

Sunday 22 March 2010

Soon, a new term begins. The sunrise tomorrow will mark the beginning of the new battle. I still remember the things that I dream about during p rally. Those will be my aims. It's time to mug and throw this laptop away for now at least. The song "Let's hold on together" is a classic and fantastic song. I love it and enjoy singing it. Anyway, I'm still very sleepy and going off to bed soon.

Just to say: HAPPY BIRTHDAY! to Jun Zhe and Boon Han.

Nights!

~Don't lose your way with each passing day......~

Monday 15 March 2010

YEA! I'm back from common test! Common test was a total setback. But I managed to mug throughout! Yay, an achievement! I most probably will get low A for my strong subjects and perhaps E or D for GP and Econs.

Well, the main thing today is the P rally. It was very interesting. The principal managed to inspire me. The takeoff of the day: If you don't know where you are going, it doesn't matter which path you pick. (adapted from Alice in Wonderland) Well, I guess this statement is very true. After much thoughts today, I picked a path. This path is the route of every checkpoint of my dreams. Whatever the results, I will never regret taking it.

Grrr, garena still refuse to work properly, I really wonder why. Oh well, perhaps it's a signal that I shouldn't play now. I burned my weekends on pooling and I now have a chemistry file to rush! Die!

Oh before I forget to mention, I take back my judgement on people such as Ms Khiew and Eileen.

~Don't lose your way with each passing day.~